if I close my eyes and say these prayers, that I’ve learned when I was a child, with faith; reapeat them with strong voice
then people who have gotten close to me, do not stay in hospital anymore but return to my side
reading newspapers will not feel like we are at war
signs will come to me/to us // just as Zadie Smith winning the Nobel Prize for Literature because of her beautiful words.
if I could just close my eyes and start praying.
and if it would change so much // or so little.